This Second Tongue

I do not need this second tongue.

It is cumbersome, lying here beside the first. It doesn’t fit comfortably 

In my mouth. 

Mostly it is dormant, it lets the other do the talking 

With well practiced and eloquent phrases, easy compliments, fluid justifications, 

such a skill for telling people what they expect to hear.

Such obedience.

 

This second, this growth, this tumour

It twitches sometimes

With what it wants to say. When I forget

To control it says the words the first knew to hide, and only when

I wake to this fact does the trusted of the two 

Recommence.

 

But it’s so hard to talk with two tongues

And they fall haplessly over each other like children on new legs-

Old legs?

Knocked knees like an ancient struggle, 

These ties are knots of Adam.

 

Someone take a knife to it, this accursed apparition,

This forked demon that dwells within my as of yet appeasing cavern

Make it cease!

I would do so myself but I can only bite down so hard-

I would ask you but that would be admitting

That it had anything to say.